Mr. Singer, you are the best ELA teacher I’ve ever had. I’ve always loved ELA but for years now I started not enjoying [it] anymore mostly because of the teachers. But you changed my whole view about ELA. You made me enjoy these classes, the books, and even the Zooms. You taught me that teachers can have fun in classes, too. Thank you for not giving up on me, for always trying to help me, for showing me the books at school are interesting. THANK YOU FOR TEACHING ME!”
These words were written on a folded up piece of paper handed to me by an 8th grade English Language Arts (ELA) student the day before school let out this year.
It means a lot.
Especially this year.
Teaching is always challenging. That’s part of its appeal. But teaching through a global pandemic was like nothing I’ve ever experienced before.
We were on-line, in-person, BOTH at the same time.
We were wearing masks, ensconced behind plexiglass, wiping down surfaces with cleanser between classes.
We were praised then blamed, deified, demonized, vaccinated.
Nearly every week – sometimes every few days – someone (adult or child) came down with COVID-19.
Yet through it all we somehow managed to teach.
Now that the school year is over for me, I’m left here cleaning up the mess looking back on everything.
One thing I keep hearing from policymakers, pundits and other people with no teaching experience is a frantic concern abut learning loss.
They’ve spent decades looking at spreadsheets attempting to quantify learning, and turn it into a commodity – but they have no idea what it really is.
I’m not sure I do either.
But I know this much: Learning is never lost. It’s never late or early. It’s always right there when the circumstances allow.
On the last day of class, I invariably give my students a survey about how things went. I tell them I’ve graded them all year. This is their chance to grade me.
I tell them the surveys are not part of their grade and they can even turn them in anonymously if they choose – or not at all.
But most turn them in – many with their names clearly visible.
After a year like this one, you might expect the comments to be more variable than usual. You might expect them to go on about the difficulties, the problems, all the things they didn’t learn but hoped they would.
Instead, I got mostly gratitude.
And if you haven’t taught middle school, let me tell you, that can be rare for teenagers:
“He was the best ELA teacher I’ve ever had… [He} Never stopped helping me [on] every assignment I didn’t do. He would comment on it. He would always try to help me on it.’
“I think you are a kind teacher and you should keep it up so more kids can like you like me :)… When I didn’t catch on to something and I asked what we’re doing, you didn’t get upset. Instead you announced politely what we had to do and I liked that about you because most teachers would yell at me for not paying attention.”
“You actually want to teach the class!”
The biggest thing they singled out about my teaching was the way I interacted with them:
“My teacher helped me with something that helped me succeed this year, and that was patience. Mr. Singer was patient with me this year and worked through what I didn’t understand.”
“He helped with turning in assignments late and explaining how it works. He also explains when and what everyone needs to do it on time.”
I even had students who were thankful for the difficulty of the work:
“I liked how we did essays to get us ready for next year. I also liked how we did essays along with the short stories.”
And far from low academic scores, I had students who earned better grades than ever before:
“This is my first class in ELA when I have gotten a C or higher [in] the past 9 years.”
All of those comments were from my regular language arts students. However, I also taught two sections of a creative writing class for the same age group.
They particularly liked my comments on their written work:
“[You] gave descriptive details on what I was doing right and wrong in my writing. It helped me understand and then improve my writing skills.”
“[You did well] With helping people and not being mean about what we got wrong. That actually helps by telling us the mistakes that we did. I think that helps us get better.”
They also singled out my interactions:
“You’re nice and don’t harshly judge us or yell. You’re always willing to help.”
“Our teacher helped us understand that there are many ways to improve writing.”
Of course, more of them had ideas for ways I could improve:
“…I actually like your class. It’s just sometimes there could be hand injuries [from overwriting]. Also, you can sometimes [let us] make up our own [prompts].”
And this from an honors student:
“The writing prompts were good and challenging. I like how unique they were. Overall, the instruction was good, but after I finished writing my journal, I found myself sitting around with nothing to do for about 15 minutes. Maybe provide extra assignments to keep us busy.”
And that about wraps up another year.
I hope things will be different at the end of August when we return to class.
This 2020-21 has been a year like no other. But reading through these comments it’s clear it wasn’t a waste.
My students learned something.
They learned a lot of somethings.
Like every year, I gave them my all.
And like every year, it was worth it.
And to prove it, here’s one more student response from a child I had in 7th grade and in this year’s 8th grade. He also was in my creative writing class where responses had to be a minimum of 5 sentences:
Dear Mr. Singer,
I never liked reading class. I have had you for two years now and you have made me like it. You helped me to write even though I don’t like it. You push me to write when I didn’t give details to my stories. You made me read books and I enjoyed them. Every book you picked this year I liked. I even would tell my parents and my sister about them. And since she read them we could talk about them. I enjoyed watching the movies, too. I even did well with you with Zoom classes and that wasn’t easy at times. Thanks for being my favorite teacher in middle school. by the way, I wrote more than 5 sentences.”
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